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Afeni Shakur Davey D: The First thing I want to do is thank
you for granting us this interview. We're up on the anniversary of your son's
untimely death. There are so many of us that are still in the shock, so many of
us who can't believe it and so many of us within the hip-hop generation that are
trying to heal from this. And one way we can bring about this healing, is to
continue to study and learn about Tupac. I guess the best way to really do that
is by talking to you his mom, Afeni Shakur. You're the person who can provide us
with that bridge of information. After all, you're the woman who raised him,
you're the person who helped shape him, and helped make him into the person whom
we've come to admire. I guess the first thing I would like you to do is let our
listeners know who Afeni Shakur was. You were a member of the Black Panther
Party, you were pregnant with Tupac while in jail, as one of the infamous New
York 21. Who is Afeni Shakur?
Afeni Shakur: Basically, first let me
just say peace and respect to all of the listeners, and all of the people who
care about my son, who care about his work and who care about his music. And the
first thing I would like to do is give encouragement to brothers and sisters who
are artists or trying to be artists. From the bottom of my heart, I encourage
them to work on their art and to not allow anyone or anything to keep their
artist spirit down. And that to me is really important.
And then having
said that, let me say that I was a member of the Black Panther Party. I joined
in 1968. When I joined, I wasn't a student. I did not come off the college
campuses like a lot of known Panthers did. I came from the streets of the South
Bronx. I had been a member of the Disciples Deads, which would have been the
women Disciples in the Bronx. What the Panther Party did for me, I used to
always say it gave me home training. The Party taught me things that were
principles to living, and those principles are the principles I think most
Panthers have tried to pass on to their children and to anybody else that would
listen to them. You know that one of those principles was like don't steal a
penny, needle or a simple piece of thread from the people. It's just general
basic things about how we as individuals treat a race of people, and how we
treat each other as a people! And those are the things I think the people
recognize in Tupac.
We discovered, that within the B.B.P., that is you
try and live by these principles and you have attached to those principles a
willingness and a desire to protect and defend your family and your people. Also
if you have a large mouth and you're willing to speak openly about those things,
that you are going to be the victim of all kinds of attacks. That's basically
what has happened to all of us. Tupac was and remains in my mind a child of the
B.B.P. I think that I always felt that even through this society that they had
destroyed the work of the B.B.P. I always felt that Tupac was living witness to
who we are and who we were. I think that his life spoke to every part of our
development and the development of the Party, and the development in this
country that I don't think will die.
One of the perspectives that
people have put forth about Tupac was that he was a gangster. And that, he was
somebody who invited trouble. How do you address that? How should, especially
those of us within the hip-hop generation perceive Tupac?
First of
all, the difference in people's temperament and my temperament, our temperament
is such that is just like you were asking me about a song "Wade In The
Water, God Gonna Trouble The Waters." We want the waters troubled. We are
trouble makers, it's what we are here for. We don't make apologies for it. Why
would we? We are revolutionaries, the children of revolutionaries. I believe
that this is true, basically of young people in any generation. And that's just
true naturally. For us, we're trouble makers, because why wouldn't we be trouble
makers in a society that has no respect for us. That has no respect about what I
began talking you about. The fact that it is a miracle that we sit here. I don't
think that we are suppose to be anything but trouble makers. Tupac use to
comment on people who criticized him for cursing, as a matter of fact he said
this is just about verbatim, "As I walked into this hall, I passed a young
child who was hungry. There is not a bigger curse than a young child
hungry." If we are not concerned about the incest, the rape, about our
children dying at the rate that they are dying, I cannot imagine why we would be
making all this noise about a word, any word.
Do you think his music
influenced people to move in a direction of violence? That was one thing, I
remember the police in Houston wanted to sue him and say that he caused an
officer to be shot.
They did sue him in Houston and as a matter of
fact, that campaign was started by C. Delores Tucker who has now sued Tupac's
estate, namely Tupac's music. Has sued him for interfering with her and her
husband's sexual life. Now, don't you think that's preposterous? Of course it
is. And I think it's okay for us to say that it is. And it's just as
preposterous to think that music could influence you to do anything else. If
that were possible, will someone, please, make a song that will influence us to
not kill each other. Please, I beg any person to do that. That should be simple
under that mentality. But obviously, that's an irrational concept, and that's
what I mean about us thinking. Don't allow people to think for you. Let's use
ration. It's okay for us to do it.
I'll tell you something else, for
people who feel so bad about Tupac's leaving this planet, we should remember
that each of us come here with a beginning date and an ending date. Tupac's
beginning was June 16, 1971 and his end was September 13th, 1996. In the 25
years that God gave him on this earth, he shone like a star, and he did all that
he was suppose to do, he said all that he needed to say. You need not weep for
Tupac, but weep for yourself, because we are left here with these contradictions
that we still must face.
The whole rivalry between Tupac and Biggie
and to see both of them at the height of their careers, as far as a lot of
people are concerned gone. Have you ever talked to Biggie's mom? You know you
guys are looked at in a way where it's like well, wow if we can't get next to
them, we have to get next to their mothers. What words do you pass on about
that? And what are your thoughts on that?
Let me say that my son was
killed on 9/13/96 and November 10, Yafeu Fula, one of the Outlawz and a member
of my son's group, and a member of our family was murdered. and on January 12 a
daughter of another member of the B.P.P. was murdered in her bed with her baby
playing in her bed while the killer, her husband, watched all day long. What I
have known from the beginning is that I am not alone. And I am not alone does
not mean that the only two people that got killed were Biggie and Tupac. I am so
sorry, but every child's death is painful. To me, it's painful, because it's
this process that we have to stop. We are right back to the same thing which is
about ration and reason. And about winning. And as I said, Tupac had 25 years
and he did 25 years worth of wonderful work. What the next person needs to know
in whatever years they are allotted to them, is what have they done? And I'm
sure that Biggie's mother must feel the same about her son. It's no use in
people trying to swage their on guilt for their own deficiency by debating or
spending that much time on Tupac and Biggie.
What do you mean by
swage?
I mean that we all have to speak about our own issues. When we
talk about rivalries, with East/West Coast, I don't have any idea what that is.
But let me say this, my son was shot on two separate occasions; the first was
five times, twice in the head and at that time we though he could have died. So
a year later he was shot again and he did die, but there wasn't a rivalry. My
son was injured by gunshots and my son reacted through his music to what had
happened to him and as I say, Tupac spoke eloquently about how he felt about all
of that East/West Coast stuff. I would not try and change one period of a
sentence that Tupac spoke about that, because Tupac was an honorable young man,
He did not lie and whatever Tupac said happened, happened in that way. And I
think that people have to deal with their responsibilities for whatever they
have done or not done. That's a part of life also. Tupac dealt with his
responsibilities, I think other people have to do the same.
You talk
about Tupac being honorable and speaking truth. How did you feel when he said
things about you in records?
He told the truth. I live with truth. I
have no secrets. Neither did Tupac, neither does my daughter. We don't live
behind secrets, we don't live lies, we are who we are, and we are pretty happy
to be who we are. We are proud of who we are and we stand tall and defend who we
are.
Was it painful to hear him talk about you having a drug
addiction? Was it something that you had to discuss or did you know that he
would put some things that happened in his life in music for the public to look
at and hear and formulate their own opinion?
Let me first say that
any of those songs that Tupac wrote was primarily the way he felt about
something. You have a right to express your feelings. I do not have to agree
with them. I needed him to say how he felt, specifically about the pain that I
had caused him. That's how we heal, and so you now for me it was Tupac
explaining something that happened to his family, his reaction to it and his
feelings about it. I think they were honest and I respect him for that.
Absolutely and completely.
Tupac has done a lot of things in his
career. What do you think he should have done differently in terms of the
decisions he made? What sort of path do you think he should have continued on?
Do you think he deviated, or went down the wrong corner in any of the things
that he did?
I think that Tupac made perfect decisions for himself. I
would like to encourage young people to make decisions for themselves. You make
decisions that you stand by and you take responsibility for them. Really, this
is life, you try to make a difference in peoples lives, because you stand firm
for something. So really, for me, Tupac was perfection.
What do you
think the misperceptions that you as his mom would like to clear up about him?
The
misconceptions are that Tupac was a rapper, the Tupac wasn't political and that
Tupac was a gangster. But primarily I really think that time will take care of
that. I have faith in Tupac's legend. I really believe in the divinity of
legends. I believe that God choose Tupac and I believe that no human being can
destroy his image, his legend, his life, his music or his work. So in reality I
don't care what people say, because I truly believe that God sent him here. He
sent him with a mission. He fulfilled his mission and he went back where he came
from.
What is it about Tupac that so many people admired, and still
admires about him?
His truth in the face of anything. And I think
that you know that's why people don't want to believe that he is dead. Because
they believe that Tupac could face anything, and come out on the other side. Let
me say, so can you.
It's been a year and there's been a lot of
controversy surrounding his death in terms of who owns the estate, recording
rights and situations involving the record company Death Row. What is happening
with that? Can you give us an understanding on where things stand and where you
hope to have things going?
As it relates to Death Row, we have
reached an agreement, a settlement of some sort and I'm sure that's probably
resolved.
There has been an iron hand placed upon people who might
have had affilations with Tupac in terms of them releasing his earlier music. I
guess that's good, because they have always had to come through and somehow deal
with you one way or the other before materials are released. Where does that
stand now? Will we start to see hear some of his earlier recordings? Some of the
things he left with Death Row, will they start to come out or are there other
plans for releases of his music materials, movies, etc.?
Well, some
of Tupac's extended and biological family have started Amaru Records, which is a
record company that Tupac would have started had he still been here. We are
going to first release his earlier material so that people have a more
comprehensive understanding of what his journey was. We have the end of his
journey, it would probably be okay to have the beginning also, so that's what we
are attempting to do with his first release. And after that, we would like to do
a tribute album and an audio book of his poetry. We also are committed, within
the next two or three years to developing and releasing up to eight new artists.
So prayfully we will be able to do that what we want to do is so business in a
principle and ethically manner. And prayfully we will be able to do that outside
of that, we are trying to negotiate a documentary about Tupac's life. Possibly
and probably a feature film with HBO with a producer by the name of Marvin
Worth. What we wanted is for people not to steal Tupac's material.
It had
really less to do with control than it had to do with stealing. And the problem
I have with stuff is that, I always say if Tupac were here would you do it? And
to answer the question, you wouldn't do it if he were here. First of all I have
no respect for you because you are a coward. And I know if Tupac was here he
would call you one of those names that he knew oh so well. And that's pretty
much the way I feel about the VIBE pictorial book. I found out about it
when it was reviewed in Essence magazine. I had been speaking to Quincy
Jones all year and he never mentioned it. I have no respect for that kind of
behavior. People can buy what they want, but just don't expect me to say it's
cool, because I am not. And further more I ain't mad at nobody.
What
individuals do you see today that embody the revolutionary spirit that has often
been associated with Tupac? Who has that mindset?
Well, I really
think Sista Souljah has that type of spirit. I think Geronimo Pratt also has it.
And so does Mumia Abu Jamal. The fact is that I'm not whaling off the names of
young brothers and sisters a mile a minute. It's not like Tupac was the most
excellent person. I just ask for people to be honorable, honest and honest to
themselves about themselves and to be courageous about truth. When I can see
more of that, I'll just feel a little better, but whether I do or don't I'm not
mad at nobody.
Is this a lost generation? Are we a lost generation?
Absolutely
not! Thank you Treach for your song. Thank you Scarface for your song. Thanks
for the respect Bone Thugs-N-Harmony. Thanks for the respect and atleast
musically understanding what my son was about and saying. They've done that. I
thank them from the bottom of my heart.
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